I am sick!

 I am sick!

Hi team I have been missing both my classes and dragon dance practice this week due to being very sick. I haven't felt that bad in a very long time.

Today I woke up and felt instantly a connection to this world again and I know I'm on my way back up. While my energy is returning, I still have to take lots of breaks, and I decided this particular break is being used on my blog. My brain is still fuzzy but I wanted to share how my body-mind connection blew me away once again.

Over the last few weeks, I witnessed a lot of people around me getting sick including Leon and Jason. I was on my guard as I simply couldn't afford to get sick. I had Markets I was committed to attend and I am the hostess of our annual Advent calendar exchange that was also scheduled in this very busy time. In short, I made up my mind, there is no getting sick before my last market is done. Period!

And so it went! I finished my last market on Sunday and woke up Monday morning thinking: oh I feel a little something. I made my coffee but before I could finish it I felt the fever kicking in. This is not new, but it still amazes me! 

I don't know if I carried a sickness within me for a few weeks until it was allowed to come out or if I kept my armor up until Sunday and the second I was done I invited sickness to enter or if I told myself the wrong affirmation of "do get sick after". Whatever is true, one thing I'm sure about my health was programmed by my thoughts. 

I take this as a reminder of how important our self-talk really is.

We are all just one thought away from a completely different life!


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