First real tough week!
This was the hardest week yet in the year of the horse, and it started right after our last Saturday meeting at which I was still confidently explaining that things are going pretty good. There is a whole slew of reasons why it got harder, and trying to list them makes me feel kind of yucky, as it sounds like a bunch of excuses. I think I'm aware of most of the reasons that started piling up, one of which is the lack of autopilot that comes with a week of school holidays, but there was much more. One day I went through my day and it took me until I went to bed to realize all of a sudden that I had done absolutely nothing for my Kung Fu yet. It truly surprised me to realize that I at no point in the day made a conscious decision to delay or even not do my push-ups or sit-ups, I simply didn't think about it at all. And from there it got worse I tried to do more the next day but I noticed that it was really hard to convince myself to do even my regular amount. At that point, I th...