(un)tangled thoughts

I'm back from my short trip to Germany. I thought these few days away wouldn't have that much of an impact on my routines and momentum, not true! Life keeps happening and has thrown all kinds of challenges at me these last few weeks and right now I really struggle keeping up with what I put on my plate. I have no idea how everything seemed still possible two weeks ago and now I'm ready to cut, cancel and quit all kinds of things. I know these moments of overwhelm are not the time to make decisions so 'breathing through it' it is for now. I'm also clueless about what to write a blog about but the fact that I have now let go of my consistency of the first three month is just another stress factor and I can feel the mind set of "what ever" creeping in. So this is all I got for now just to say "I'm still here!" My numbers have also plummeted not just a little bit and I'm now also officially behind on my 50.000s.  On the bright side I want...

I was hoping to come up with something for this week‘s blog. I know there are so many things I could dig into, such as team form, fight choreography, board breaking, and all kinds of topics in preparation for the tiger challenge! But I just don’t have the bandwidth! I realize I have been lacking on adding my numbers at the end of my blogs. Mostly because my numbers are on an app on my phone and I write my blogs on the computer. I’m usually just trying to get the blog out and moving on to the next task and it’s always this chore at the end that takes seemingly forever, and often I’m just happy I wrote a blog! So this week its just about  my numbers. Here they are!