Truth be told…
Yesterday morning and really for the whole last week this tiger challenge has been a huge pain in my butt. I mean if we would have only stayed two weeks longer in Germany I didn't have to worry about it and deal with this. I understand how the tiger challenge functions as a tool to encourage more engagement, conveniently at a time when distractions are getting more and motivation tanks. But knowing this, didn't prevent the thought process of: “Why am I doing this, it causes so much anxiety and discomfort.” While I realize the benefit was there the whole time I was not able to really feel it until after everything was done yesterday. All of a sudden when I came home with a very sore back (I have been struggling with back-aches for quite a few days now.) and tired, I found myself going through my forms again and again, several times through out the rest of the day. Just now it wasn't the pressure of, I have to practice (especially since I feel like I'm lacking after two ...