(un)tangled thoughts

When I first read this on the list of requirements I immediately thought of a friendship that has fallen apart over the last two and half years and a family member I have been struggling with longer than I can remember. Those were the most obvious choices to consider however my brain jumped rather quickly to the conclusion that I had already tried everything I could to fix this friendship and the other one well it's been a lifetime of wishing it was different, so how much can be done about that. Knowing this is a requirement has helped me to dig deeper.  When it comes to this friendship I want to first mention, the falling out hit me pretty hard and it had a massive impact on my life as we used to share a lot of interests, friends, and adventures together. To this day I have not understood what had happened but I have learned to move on. For the first year and half I tried everything I could to mend this or so I thought. A few weeks ago in one of our classes we were talking about a...

  And so it is Tuesday again, another week already and I struggle to get these blogs out! It was my most feared requirement when I committed to all of this but I realized quickly that blogging isn't actually as bad as I thought. I actually enjoy it when I get my alone time and finally have some peace and quiet to dig into my own little world with no interruptions. (problem #1) So why am I struggling to get some blogs out? It's not the lack of ideas to write about, I have plenty in fact it's probably another reason for procrastination, there is just too much cluttered in my brain, and choice paralysis is a thing (problem#2). Alone time as dreamily mentioned above, there is next to none. I count my minutes and when I get them I try to invest all of it into my creative time. The changing of the season is not helping either. Early winter mornings are a great time to get some moments to ponder my own thoughts and write them down. Hot summer days require me to skip my morning rou...